Trying to find family....

I think that pretty much of my family is lost. Or I am...whichever the one. My mother's side, the Lewis', I hardly know any of them. Its really depressing. I wish I could find my family...even if I have never met them.

I have a cousin (one cousin from my mother's side) named Scott Morse. I have been trying to find him and I just can't. Well I found him on myspace but he never added me...I have found his blog on here but I really haven't figured this site out yet.

I have ONE aunt. Somewhere in Flordia. Don't know if shes dead or alive. Not even sure how to spell her first name...pathetic, huh?

I want to find my family and get to know them. When you don't have roots you feel lost. And I really feel lost. I want to tell them how I've been doing, I want to know how they've been doing. I want to know whos alive or dead. Tell them I've had a baby.


Wellll....Scott messaged me back!! YAY!!
Sort of found my aunt. I can spell her name now. Well I found her ex husband but he has YET to friggin call me back. Turd-muncher. Dang it.